Considering I’ve pretty much consumed it off and on for over 40 years, it’s not been very good at killing me yet lol, but yea, I know what you’re saying. Last night was just hard. Today? No desire. I’m striving for no desire ALL the time.
Strive for it, yes. Expect to get there, not so fast. It's like sin. You constantly mortify sin. You don't expect to ever be free from it in this world. If that temptation gets removed from you, hallelujah. If not, that's our lot.
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