I am sorry if I am probing a little too much, I don't want to be an asshole. I know what you mean. I never feel like sharing about anything, unless it is a distraction from the way I feel. Sometimes I will even share weird shit, like poems, to distract people from my own problems and the way I actually feel. I will go so far as to invent complete personas on the internet, based off of sharing poems, writing "honest" poems for the people, just to distract myself for a moment, because I do not want to be who I actually am. Life is weird that way, sometimes.