I do, I'm also waiting on some more dabs atm. It's all about being a functional druggy with me. My binge drinking got exhausting, like it felt like it was beating me up over time.
You ain't sober bro, and I am not criticizing you.
I don't know how you feel, I can only tell you how I feel. Drugs and alcohol are not my problem. Actually, Drugs and alcohol are the solutions to my problem, because I am so uncomfortable inside my own mind that I don't want to spend a single second in there without someone else around.
I am not comfortable being myself, so I do my best to put on aires and pretend to be someone I'm not really. And alcohol is the best way to distract myself from me, but weed works wonders too.
You ever feel that way?
You ever feel that way?
constantly. I mean functional as in being able to progress my career.
Yeah, but you're just putting it on.
I don't know what makes us this way, but I know i could always spot you.
If you ever want to feel better, let me know.
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