Are you craving cigars too or just cigarettes?
The cravings are for nicotine - and the act of smoking. I don't care how I get it. I smoked mostly cigars for a long time, so a cigar would be nice.
Last night, when nobody was around to see me, I had a cigarette in my mouth with a lighter in my hand. I thought about it for a little bit and threw it away. By now, that cigarette would be stale as all fuck.
Yeah I suppose the acts of smoking, having your hands occupied and the mouth being involved is probably as difficult to break habits as the actual nicotine
I find the urge to smoke now passes within about five minutes - sometimes ten minutes. That's not too bad.
The urge to do something physical is stronger at times when I'd normally do so. When I wake up is really hard, for example.
But, I'm getting there.
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