2 years, there's a few posts i made about it, but for the most part her death destroyed many relationships in my life, so i compounded the "death" of my wife, my parents coming out of the abusive closet again, my ex in laws being absolute cunts, and her friends trying to financially abuse me (although she did warn me this would happen). So my brain pretty much melted down from then, hence the massive mega rants i go on when im down