I still utilize my skill on occasion. I don't believe in regrets. I'm where I am and who I am because of what I've lived. I love who I am and wouldn't change anything about my life out how I got here. Once you reach a certain age you can't but help to reminisce. What might have been can be fun to ponder on occasion but where I'm at in life now is a pretty good place to be. I still enjoy art, it's just not a passion any longer. My natural talent never disappeared, I just don't have the drive to constantly create like I once did.