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I no longer smoke weed. As a matter of fact I have. 3 year old bag of weed that I bought to help me kick off an acid trip. It’s sad cause I was a pothead for the longest time. Over a decade constant blowing down. I miss the feeling so much. Now I take one hit and instant bad thoughts. I used to have a pad vape myself. It was great. Walking around the church I worked at blowing down all day. Save up all the vaped weed till there’s a lot of it then eat it. I also used to do the grinder shake thing where you get all the crystals concentrated in the bottom. My sister taught me that. Best trick I ever learned
Good on you for recognizing that its no longer a thing for you. Not everyone has that self awareness or control. I really miss acid, but I really enjoy high doses, and it takes sooooooooo long to come down that its just too much work. Even taking a shit on acid is such a monumental task that I don't wanna be high long enough to need to
Idk if I wanna do acid anytime soon. I have a friend that offers it to me all the time but last time was so bad. You know how you’re not supposed to take it when you’re in a bad place? Mentally that is. Well I knew the rule and I did it anyways. It turned my depression and suicidal thoughts up by a factor of a thousand. 3-4 months just horrible. Life became pointless. I didn’t sleep more than 3 hours a night. I would drink myself to sleep then back to sleep again when I woke up. I was having dreams I was dead and when those happened I woke up to anxiety attacks. I think I might stick to shrooms. There’s more love in shrooms than in acid. At least that’s how I feel. ThYs what I need. I spent so many years doing every drug I could but in the end I only wanted the hard drugs that made me numb. Meth made me numb. Amazing drug for killing your self
Sounds like acid is no longer for you. Hopefully there were good times. I'm literally the opposite, in that I used to love shroomsx and could pick my own in a field. Ounces a day, waiting to be picked. Then one time I had a bad trip, watching mission impossible. After that, shrooms only ever brought fear and intense discomfort. Acid on the other hand doesn't make me puke, scared or anything. It's like the keys to a whole new world. I just can't handle 12-14 hours there
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