Yeah because more spics have dead beat fathers, as always, a father figure is necessary in growing up. That's probably a bigger influence in how you turn out as a person than anything else. The physically imposing father that maybe doesn't like you that much but loves you anyway because you are a part of him whether he likes you or not. Even that is better than no father. For some reason the people that are close to me lost their fathers. My best friend, guy I've known for 12 years he lost his father, this other Russian guy that I was working with, he was a good friend to me, he too had lost his father. I can't imagine what kind of pain that is like because I never experienced it, I had something different growing up. Maybe because I always show these people little things I learn here and there they get that fatherly vibe from me. That I give you a little bump so you can see where that leads you, cause all I really want for people is to shine in their own way. You can't shine though, if you do things half assed, you gotta be fully assed, and some people just don't want to accept that, for whatever reason. Those people I leave them by the wayside because that's not how I do things, I don't abandon anyone, we have different missions in life, I do things my own way period. Call it narcissism, egoism, exorcism, cynicism, but then forget to call it when your spirits are risen, like higher vibes disguised as gifts and presents to uplift your essence like massive weights dropped on see-saws for leverage.