ive never met anyone who understands the social echelons and culture of the crypto. mostly because there are efforts to hide it all away with geo locking. my parents accidentally moved me into it thinking they were doing me a favor. what a fucking nightmare that was. people were quasi retarded, hyper secretive, and cruel to each other to the point where it made me sick. they bullied another new kid into leaving and they tried to do it to me until i beat up two guys they sent after me. after that the best they could do was throw my hat on the roof. and after they left me alone because they learned i give it back twice as hard as i receive it. I slammed their heads into windows and threw them down concrete steps. i made them all fear me and i spent years alone for it.
Seems like you and me come from roughly the same background. I grew up around very wealthy jews but I'm grateful for it as it awakened me to their rotten nature from a very young age.
Being one of the few rich goyim kids allowed at the table meant understanding the power dynamic these jew rats expected me to conform to. It only took 14 years of life around the "cream of the crop" of our society for me to realize we've been living under occupation for longer than living memory and 99% of people were blissfully unaware of it.
I'm happy for any semblance. thinking back my entire life has been affected by them. and for a few generations as well. and im always unpacking memories that didnt make sense until the J bulb goes off in my head. id go see a shrink but i doubt me jumping up and down on their couch like tom cruise ranting about the rothchilds will do me much good.
and yes I am happy to now understand them at a core level. but at what cost? childhood? teenage years? im not married or have children and now in my 30's i fear they have wrecked my chances now that every cute girl wears a mask and is for sale via dating apps that allow global matching not to mention what percentage of attractive women are lost to cam whoring now.
30s is not that old guy. Just go to some republican or magatard type events and network. Im sure you can find a nice non-whore of child bearing age.
It's a cost we'll all pay eventually, don't pity yourself. Pity the fools who will wake up at 80 years old to this scam, or who never will at all.
You still have around 50 years ahead barring incidents so don't waste them looking back at what they stole. A neurotic, paranoid and demoralized mess is exactly what they want you to be. Focus on what you can take back.
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