You've become beguiled by fanciful fabrications of something you never understood. Not only does this have nothing at all to do with Q, your demonstrating how anxious the prospect of you being wrong makes you look like you feel guilty, inadequate or something else sort of similar. This is like when the Mockingbirds talk about how Q is secretly behind every opposition to their masters. Thinking someone is completely ruined because you have one disagreement with them is sort of pitiful. Not only do you not understand Q, you're too eager to pounce on anyone you seem to think is adjacent to it. You really don't see what you're doing, do you? It's sad. You may even be the kind of person that would be able to see it. Out of pity and not much more, I'll throw you a bone. Find out who Patrick Ryan is.