would it be reasonable to think you are reflecting this habit through characters in your dreams?
Who knows; but there is a malicious energy that comes from them, and they do taunt me when I, "come to" and realize who they are/what they're doing. And when I do "break through" their little barriers and scare tactics: there's usually some evil shit lurking behind. Satanic statues, weird MK-Ultra type imagery, a forced (external) sense of fear being pushed on me to avoid investigating further. It could be aspects of my personality that I intentionally neglect/repress, like my urge to investigate the dark side of the occult in anything beyond superficial detail.
Sounds like that stuff spooks ya out, but you gotta do things that make you uncomfortable to enjoy life. Just be safe, maybe wear a condom.
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