Is Poal ready for my dream journal? Haha maybe I'll post some fresh ones eventually.
Last dream I'm hung up on I had a 3 inch baby, fully formed and could speak. I could see it's face and knew it was mine. I had to shelter it from the chaotic world I was in, and it kept falling out of my hands. Symbolically simple, but the detail of this miniature child that fit in my palm my god. Too realsitic, it was even warm.
Before that there was a dream where I was on a wild river with my brother being hunted by grizzlies. The bears ate my bro, thankfully I didn't see it happen, because animal attacks are a recurring theme for me, and they can be horrifyingly brutal.
The baby dream's interesting. What level of concern do you hold for children growing up/being conceived in present day?
I was raised trad, and always wanted a family. I gave 7 years of my life to my first girlfriend, hoping to convince her to conceive, but she refused. Big mistake I suppose, but she was perfect in my eyes. Unfortunately heavily pozzed and now is a fat purple haired polyamorous dyke with no money and anxiety issues. Cats may be involved, I don't know, we haven spoken in years.
Sorry to hear that, man. Seven years is a lot to throw away.
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