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This is going to be tough. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her but reopening those feelings of loss and sadness from how she died is going to be not where I want to be at all. I cried all my tears and felt all the pain and I hope people don't drag me back to her final day.

This is going to be tough. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her but reopening those feelings of loss and sadness from how she died is going to be not where I want to be at all. I cried all my tears and felt all the pain and I hope people don't drag me back to her final day.

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I think you’ll find you’ll be alright after this final closure. Godspeed friend.

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Thanks GHS. All is finished and it went well. Good speeches by my brother and cousin, nice catholic mass for Mom. It was weird seeing people I haven't seen in 20-30 years and never will again. So surreal.

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Cool, glad it went well. Say’n goodbye to a parent is indeed a surreal experience and yet oddly it’s like a new beginning of sorts.

Speak’n of, is there a new adventure for Papatooth and PapaPapatooth on the horizon?

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I Have some trips planned with my father in the fall which will take us to just shy of Christmas this is all counting on everything going well in the world and it not being on fire. That should be a good experiences for us. Me, I'm just going to go north to get out of the heat. Being in New England in the summer is pretty awful so I'm going to go run up to Canada again and pay some trudie trudeau tax, but it sure beats sweltering in the awful humidity. I also have to figure out what to do for my 50th. Part of me wants to do something but part of me also doesn't really give a flying shit. It is a milestone but I'm not sure if I really care. I mean I do care because I'm glad that I made it this far but I'm not sure I want to. You know have a rager or do something wild because that's not really in my nature anymore. I think just sitting on a shoreline looking at the ocean with peace and quiet in my mind might be what the doctor ordered.