You do realize that God communicates directly to people who have his spirit? I guess you don't, based upon your response. This is why you see so many from such wildly different walks of life have the same experience and humility. You can not measure a spiritual experience. You can not really even find proper words to fully convey the experience. His spirit is real, and it is truth. This is why you can not take the faith away from a believer who has experienced it. This is why no matter how much you mock, cajole, sneer, or taunt someone who is of the faith, it doesn't have any affect. We know what you know, because we once were you, and we know what we know now, too. It might do you some good to look into true experiences of people who have found Jesus. Before I was saved, it was painful for me to watch those things because I was embarrassed for them. I could not understand why anyone would feel the way they do. I hope that you can find your way. I cherish all of you faggots on this forum, we are a dying breed. Not everyone will, though. That is the nature of free will. "May your day (of truth) come sooner than later," friend.