When I was younger I had love. I had lust too, but I had LOVE. And I loved fiercely.
And I got burned, really badly, several times.
Sadly I have no love any more. I haven't felt love in ... 15 years? Maybe longer.
Sometimes I think about that and wonder if I could love again. I ponder on it good and hard. And I'm not sure I could.
I'm not going to say it's all the fault of the females, but honestly they share the greater part of it. For my honest and true efforts, I was treated pretty poorly.
It would take a hell of a female to make me feel love again.
Maybe this is why I'm so God-damned angry all the time.
This is what worries me. Im seeing someone I enjoy seeing, and I want to ensure its love. Were waiting with that stuff but I want to wnsure im here for the right reasons
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