That's the thing about a turncoat. It can always be turned back.

I don't care if you belive me but I am real, and I hope someone here can learn from me. I was subjected to a different culture and religion than my own and stayed true through it.

The idea that Jews are atheist is one of their lies that goes so deep many begin to believe it themselves. They purposefully don't explain the nature of god or reality to their kids and that leaves them with a sense of vacancy, spiritually. Many fill the void with the idea that Jews themselves are the all-mighty truth of the universe and quote their "god" only when needing justification. Their entire culture is set up around serving themselves and their god is just something they have to deal with and is a nuisance. That is why so much of their time is spent learning how to circumvent their own religious laws. An example is how they erect wires around cities, call these "walls", and then allow themselves to carry stuff in their pockets on Saturdays.