Was in a somewhat similar similar boat, was doing quite well actually. Got super sick (unrelated to alcohol), lost my job then proceed to go off the deep end and became a hardcore alcoholic for abit. Quit cold turkey like a retard and ended up in the hospital. Be careful friend.
I've detoxed once in a hospital, but I've detoxed twice randomly. I never ended up in the hospital again though.
Sorry to hear about the detox but super glad your determined not to do it again. I'm determined as well.
Thanks Friend.
I appreciate your thoughts and advice on this subject.
But my problem is more with reality itself.
Alchohol is a beverage I drink to dim my own view of reality.
If I view reality when entirety sober, I see things I don't want to see.
Grand Vistas of Existence and every Creature of Creation suffering despite not actually requesting to Exist.
There is no justification.
I am sick.
But so is this World.
And I thank you for your thoughts.
The world sucks, I agree but, there is also some awesomeness. I don't have a solution for you (not even sure if I have one for myself), just worried your a bad event or two from falling off like I did.
You have all the answers within yourself theo... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9v99hclktVA
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