no. i will always believe that there is a higher power who ultimately wants me to be the best that i can be. with that being said, the only reason that a higher power would allow things to be the way they are is to force personal growth on those who have potential. i am a student of history so i see this as a tiny blip on the radar in the grand scheme of things. as an NPC, there is no growth. no unity. only selfishness that is among good company. only false knowledge that is a one way ticket to nowhere. my requires that i fight like my ancestors did for the life that they cherished through blood, pain, sacrifice and joy. i take up the mantle gladly, and i will instruct my children to do the same.