I believe in our personal power to change ourselves and others. We are creative beings. When we are sleeping, others can goad and manipulate us into using our creative power against us.

If good belief is anything it is at the very least utilitarian. Useful. I have found synergy in religion specifically Christianity in order that I may not be so world weary.

These people are fucked. True or not, these fucks believe it and are acting on it. Really makes you think.

Trust in the Lord and give your worry over to him. It works. God is real.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1-8Zt5L1jM

Ever since the election I've been reading the Bible for answers, which I highly recommend as pretty much every topic is covered "nothing new under the sun" Ecclesiastes. Anyways, did you know the first time 666 is mentioned, it's from King Solomon. He's the son of King David who becomes corrupted by his pagan wives, sets up altars to other gods. It's been said the 6-pointed star is also his, the seal of Solomon, and used for occult practice. Anyways, " The weight of the gold that Solomon received yearly was 666 talents" 1 Kings 10:14

For context, we were forbidden to ever marry or mingle with people who use these symbols and iirc, they were supposed to be wiped out. But since we apparently like to play with fire, these assholes survived to this day, plaguing us all along, only to unleash their current evil scheme.

Yeah I started drinking after they killed half my wife's family and locked us down last year.

It's ok to dip your toes in the devil's water now and again, but it's time to get up now.

Another book recommendation: "the easy way to quit drinking" by Allen Carr

Having a drinking problem can kill you. Correcting it is your first order of business. Escape monotony at all costs. Explore how drinking hurts you and how it affects your relationships. Do you feel unmotivated because of your drinking, or do you drink because you're unmotivated? When has drinking made anything easier for you? Do you feel healthier when drinking? Do people enjoy being around you when you're drunk? How many of your friends do you drink with and how often? When was the last time you did something fun without drinking? How often do you choose drinking over things that are more likely to help you prosper? If you had an older brother, would he confront you about how often you drink? What about your dad?

You can stop drinking. Even though drinking isn't always a bad thing, it tends to amplify our other problems. Drink to celebrate, to enjoy company. Drinking to numb feelings you aren't comfortable with is self-harm. You wouldn't stab yourself, would you?

You can correct this behavior. Building discipline is your first step. If you'd like to talk more, feel free to DM me.

What're you gonna do now?