I said it. I had hope. But it’s all bullshit. Every single woman is a fucking liar. I don’t care, there might be some “good ones” out there, but they’re still liars. Some might say that they want nothing more than absolute honesty in their relationship, but will turn around and lie about very dumb things in order to save face, or because they can’t admit that they lied about who they were. I hate to sound like a mgtow faggot, but I think in this modern age if you want a family, you have to just settle for a bitch who isn’t wife material. You might find one that’s smart, cooks amazing food, has amazing sex, is beautiful, fit, politically aligned with you, faithful, doesn’t have a bunch of “best friend” dudes who just want to fuck her always orbiting, drug & alcohol free, hasn’t had 27 miles of dick ran through her, and wants marriage and kids.......but if she lies about who she is and what she does/has done, in my book that’s not wife material. Honestly I would have SO much more respect for her if she just came clean about everything, got over her shame and trusted that I would not think it was a big deal, but when I KNOW something I’m not supposed to know, and she thinks her secret and lies are secure, I can’t call her out on it can I? Because then she didn’t voluntarily tell the truth, she just got caught, and I guess I’m hoping she decides on her own and salvages what little respect I have left for her, before I just leave. Otherwise, I will never respect her and I will never believe or trust her. And unfortunately, I haven’t met a single woman in all my years that didn’t pull this deceptive bullshit. Some of you ladies out there might say you want the kind of relationship that’s honest about everything, but if you aren’t ACTUALLY honest about EVERYTHING, you’re a fucking milktoast poser. You’re like an unqualified employee who lies on the job application to get hired, then covers up all their mistakes. Eventually you’ll get found out and fired. But guess what, if you come clean and admit mistakes, oftentimes the employer will forgive you and give you another chance. If you really do want honesty, and want a life partner who you can be 100% honest with, fucking prove it cunts.