Not sure you're real, but your post is strange.

Firstly, assuming you're in your early 30s you should be fertile.

Secondly, finding a good man isn't that hard. The real question is, are you capable of attracting a good man? What do you have to offer? Are you a used up whore? Still a virgin? A drinker? Smoker? Skank tats? Your market value is pretty low even if you still have a figure and nice tits. Though virginity would significantly increase your value.

As a single women, the fact you would even consider abusing a child says a lot about you. Single mothers, adopted or not, is cruelty upon a child. No healthy, loving person would willingly create such a situation.

Are you willing to submit to a man? Do you have useful skills? Are you caring and loving? Are you moral? Are you Christian? Can you easily set other's needs above your own? The fact you're single seems to answer these.

The real question is, are you worthy of attracting a good man?

Aim higher, someone aged 40-55

You like ugly, old, white men?

Come hang with me, we'll see where things go.

Even a sperm donor is hard to come by as a Jew might do the old switcharoo.

If you are under 35 you have a shot at having a kid without downs, after 35 the odds jump drastically. I do not have the data but it would seem to be 5x higher chance every year past 35 or so? Though I understand that there are some promising treatments out there such as birthing other people's fertilized embryos.

I would recommend having a friend or acquaintance donate the sperm to you through a contract, no direct intercourse as that would make him liable for child support payments etc in most countries. This would mean you would have to pay him and waive all future responsibility, though he would still be entitled to interact with the child if he so desires.

Depends on your location I can see them pushing interracial adoptions, because of how many abandoned nogs there are due to prison or other irresponsible actions. The whiter the area the less likely that would happen, I suggest relocating to a white area, should have a better chance of adopting, though single mothers tend to really fuck up a kid without a father figure.

Christian dating sites might find you a man willing to have children this late. I am in my late 30s with kids, I want more kids myself but have been dating women in their 20s.

Good luck and Godspeed.

THERE ARE NO WOMEN ON THE INTERNET.

By that I mean all the womanly charm you have in life is non existent online.

So according to /pol/ there is only one way to get back your female powers online,

Tits or GTFO.

1) Get out and socialize, and not in bars. Church groups offer places for like-minded people to meet. Find a local hobby club based around something you're interested in. 2) Take any advice from random internet strangers with a grain of salt.

Several women in my family started having kids at 30+. You'll be fine!

Don't think post is real.

But if it is, my wife and I met at 30, had our first kid at 35 are 40 now.

Go meet new people and have fun.