dude, that's exactly how my family is always. Empty, shallow, narcissistic, greedy, hateful, but most of all, conveniently fake. We have neve stood together on anything. and we never will. Never supported each other for anything, well I always tried (and I think that made things worse for me) when times are good they're fake and can't spend much time together before chaos ensues, in tough times they disappear, show no empathy, compassion, nothing. I've had to completely burn the bridge with my entire family, especially my mother. And I know I will most likely die in a foreign country eventually and they will have no idea, and no concern. I've accepted the fact that I will never see them again. And that's very hard for me. I was the only person who tried, tried to get my sisters off heroin, crack, alcohol. Tried to help my mom find some mental/emotional stability, tried to bring us together to work towards some common goal, impossible. Life has been a fucking nightmare to say the least. And now with whats happening in the world, I hope it all wraps up sooner than later, and deliver whatever fate I have coming, because this life in this world has been pure fucking hell