Yeah. I noticed the same thing as well. Jesus walks with me. It's been more than a few years for me, but I feel like everyday I become more and more engrained with all of it. The last year especially... That's not to say I'm a great follower, I mess up and am full of sin. I try my best though and I understand that it's me and I don't put that responsibility on anyone but myself. Everyday I want to be better.