I don't KNOW that. WHY would I ACCEPT such a statement from YOU as fact? Given your PAST performance WITH me HERE? Surely some BAD and EVIL stuff happened. NO MATTER what happens to YOU (or me) WORSE things HAVE happened to BETTER people. WHERE WE are NOW, is where WE were led BY my ancestors. I HONOR that/them and DO NOT reject that/them like SO MANY today (I call THEM the evil) our of INGNORANCE and SPECULATION/assumptions about things they DO NOT know about, but ACCEPT from other who have NO more answers than THEY do (lazy). Do I HATE myself because of what a FILTHY (obvious and observable) nigger or feminist or fag SAYS about MY ancestors? CHILDREN DO. we ALLOWED the infiltration. Stupid? I went to graduate school (in computer science) on FULL scholarship (+ stipend). I have 3 patents. You? I think MY ability to FIND fact and DISCERN things the way I SEE them is of MUCH more value (at least to me AND the government (patents)) than ANYTHING you've said, based on WHAT you HAVE said so far. If you ONLY knew how STUPID YOU SOUND. Makes me feel good? NOTHING about life makes me feel good about life. I am NOT (Bible) meant to UNDERSTAND completely, it is BEYOND my comprehension AND imagination (which I also KNOW from MY experience and EDUCATION...eg computability, infinity). See how ALL of the assumptions YOU make are completely facile? You DO NOT KINOW how to FIND truth, NOR the LIMITED amount you CAN find. You do NOT know what KNOWING means. You should do some MAJOR reevaluation and assessment of YOURSELF AND the world around you. You ARE headed, Pell Mell for Hell. As near as I can TELL.