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I have to work and I have 3 kids. I miss him everyday. I was a housewife when he was alive. I didn't have friends because I don't like people, just him. I liked our life a lot. Now I'm just alive, and my kids will grow up and move out and I'll be alone forever. Im not going to kill myself but want to everyday. I just want to be with him. I want the pain to end. But I can't because of the kids. How am I supposed to deal with this.

I have to work and I have 3 kids. I miss him everyday. I was a housewife when he was alive. I didn't have friends because I don't like people, just him. I liked our life a lot. Now I'm just alive, and my kids will grow up and move out and I'll be alone forever. Im not going to kill myself but want to everyday. I just want to be with him. I want the pain to end. But I can't because of the kids. How am I supposed to deal with this.

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[–] • 1 pt

Out of curiosity, what changed your mind?

[–] [deleted] • 9 pts

I think it was a combination of many things happening in my life. I'll list what comes to mind.

  • Voat.co
  • Having children
  • Heritage
  • Culture
  • Donald Trump
  • pro-life movement
  • trans movement
  • red and black pills...

When Cannon Hinnant was shot it was the end of my atheism. For the first time in my life I prayed; for Cannon and his father.

My wife agreed, we should stop calling ourselfs atheist and join a church. We had gone several times with close friends, but when we decided to join lockdowns happened.

I hope OP got something out of her post. We are honestly a great group of people. Stick together. Stick with God.

[–] • 4 pts

Voat helped make you Christian? I know a lot of the users were Christian but it didn’t seem to come up much, and there was no active subverse about Christianity. Most of the Christians I know in real life would be horrified if they read some of the Voat posts

[–] [deleted] • 3 pts

White heritage and culture is Christrian. We are living in a time of anti white culture, heritage and Christianity is under attack. Make sense?

[–] • 0 pt

Voat got me to try. I took my fam to a church on Easter once. However the first 10 minutes they wanted donations for niggers in Africa. So voat helped me go to church, and not go back.

[–] • 0 pt

Someone here just pointed out to me recently, how can you fully understand love, if you do not fully understand hate?

I do not hate my enemies any more than I hate the bears in the woods. Neither do I have any intention of allowing the bears into my home so they can eat the children.

It is now a time of great evil stalking the land, yet our culture has encountered this very same evil before, and survived it. Some of our old ways are time tested and proven, and our current times are serving only to reinforce the value of those lessons. Previously we would look around and say, oh maybe we don't need to pay attention to those old ways, but now we look around and say, oh maybe we really really do need to do exactly that.

There are some of us who spend our whole lives rather distant from God, then we come back much later on towards the end, laughing, and say, "Yup, you were right all along." For me, I learned the lesson, but I also insisted that I see it for myself first hand, with my own eyes, and not just because someone told me it was this way. I was given an entire lifetime to do just that. Now I am 100% convinced beyond any doubt, for I have seen it, and it is true.

I have never been stronger than I am now.

[–] • 0 pt

When Cannon Hinnant was shot it was the end of my atheism. For the first time in my life I prayed; for Cannon and his father.

If you pray, pray for justice.

[–] [deleted] • 0 pt

Yes. But my heart is crushed for what his father feels.