Suicide is an affront to God. This is why it is now front burner for the satanic pedophile assholes in charge. Some palliative care? Sure, but when the time comes know that the reality is you are dying and it will probably suck but be ready for it and go with God. Unconsciousness in three minutes and pray for mercy until the light goes out. That's the way we've done it for centuries. Make your children proud of what a bad ass you were.