Fuck. I've buried one of my own children at around the same age. Carrying her tiny coffin was unbearable. I was fortunate to be able to bury her in a beautiful old cemetery where my wife and I will also go when it's our time to go Home. I have children here still too but somehow knowing she's already waiting in the arms of my Savior makes it easier to get up each day and face the powers of this world as it spirals out of control. Naked came I out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return thither: the Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.