Honest question, do you like being a megolomaniac?
No, it is by far and away my most hated quality.
I try to quash it everyday, but like a fucking Roundup Resistant GM Monsanto seed, it grows any soil, so matter how toxic.
My ego-centrism knows no bounds; No matter what the situation, it is always about me.
How do I feel? How is the world treating me unfairly today? Why is my genius not recognized?
If only the world were a little different, and things would just go my way, maybe I would feel satisfied and happy.
And it all fucking starts from my concern about myself. I care so much about what other people think about me, I try to act and behave in ways that I think will make them think more of me. Which is ass backwards. If I just thought of other people first, and did the right thing in that sense, nobody would ever have a bad thought about me.
But yeah, thanks for pointing out that I am one.
You are not wrong at all.
Theo I do recognize your genius. We of the high-IQ all suffer alone and uniquely.
Come to Texas and escape the hell of the city.
There is only Hell wherever I go, because I am comfortable there and bring it along with me.
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