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Knock someone up man!
Simple as?! Lol!
I'm too old to have a "guaranteed" 20-25 years left to properly raise a kid now. I kind of gave up on the idea of having kids in this life about 20 years ago. My "new at the time" wife and I were "trying" to have kids ... then I found her pills. That lie, and others inevitably destroyed the marriage. I felt my window of opportunity had closed. At this point I'd have to find a compatable, willing, fertile woman about 30 years younger than myself in order to have kids. Surprisingly I look young for my age, am in decent shape, financially sound and have attracted a couple pretty women in that age bracket within the past few years but it doesn't feel right. And I don't do fat chicks. My prime time for haviny/raising kids has passed. I fucked up, I should have married in my 20s instead of waiting until my 40s.
Improbable, yet not impossible.
May your seed find fertile ground and bear fruit that needs little tending.
Thanks for the kind thoughts. My thoughts are a gal would have to be somewhat nuts to get serious with a guy ~30 years her elder. An old guy would be nuts to marry and have kids knowing the odds are that he won't live to see them graduate high school, let alone pass on the hard learned knowledge and experiences they will need to succeed. I lost my Dad when I was 27. My Dad lost his father when he was 24. It devastates the family left behind. I couldn't willingly do that to my offspring. I had a great life, minus a loving wife and kids. I've had my share of LTRs with many wonderful women, a couple that I should have married in retrospect. I will have outlived my father and both grandfathers by Christmas 2024. I had a successful career and retired at 45 because my Dad never had a chance to retire and his father retired 3 months before he died. I lived my life like I would probably die around age 50 like my Dad. And now, years later, I am still healthy, no ailments, no medications, excellent BP, so I have no idea how far I'll get to go on. I achieved every goal I had in life except having my own family. About all that is left for me now is to find a compatable woman (must be a good cook!) to share my final +/-20 years. All of the success in the world doesn't mean shit unless you have someone you love to share it with.