I deliberately ate or gave away every chocolate chip cookie from Christmas exactly for moments just like this one. Now I want chocolate chip cookies - freaking out for chocolate chip cookies - but there are none to be had in this house at this hour. Thank God because if they were here now, I'd eat about twelve in a row, maybe 15. I'm too old to be doing that and I know it, which is exactly why they are not in this house. Yes I am suffering, but I will survive the suffering.