I actually ran across one of my bullies years later on a college campus. He was more of a toadie but he had a big mouth. When he saw me he yelled out my name and was friendly and I thought fuck it. We talked for a while and didn't get to be friends but I didn't hate him. My main bully ended up killing himself so he had a lot more problems than I did. Another one struggled with drugs for years after high school. He might still be having trouble with it.
Well at least from the guy on campus you used sound judgement on who you fucked up and didn't do the kill list with fist shit and that shows you realized if you did that you had become the ones that put that pain onto you and you don't need that feeling since I would feel bad if the person matured and corrected their behavior and then I fucked that up being worse then them if they have a family.
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