You'd be a race traitor for a one-off, which I think is a defendable position. Imagine the bullshit you'd have to put up with on the day-to-day if it were anything more than that, lol.

A race traitor with an impending std would be my guess.

That entirely depends, but I wouldn't hold it against you for living out your fantasies of being the great white conqueror who changes her religion.