You're in denial and in need to dumb down christianity, obviously, for lack of better option... To the point of ridicule... Joke's on you. Reason without faith leads to nihilism... And that's precisely where you're at, just like the so called "enlightened" west... nihilism noun ni·​hil·​ism | \ ˈnī-(h)ə-ˌli-zəm , ˈnē- \ Definition of nihilism 1a: a viewpoint that traditional values and beliefs are unfounded and that existence is senseless and useless Nihilism is a condition in which all ultimate values lose their value. — Ronald H. Nash b: a doctrine that denies any objective ground of truth and especially of moral truths 2a: a doctrine or belief that conditions in the social organization are so bad as to make destruction desirable for its own sake independent of any constructive program or possibility bcapitalized : the program of a 19th century Russian party advocating revolutionary reform and using terrorism and assassination