Part 3:
NEW ILLUSIONS
AFTER I FINISHING MY TEA and adding wood to the fire, I started to sleep. I didn't have to persuade the sleep to come. – I don't know what wasp was it that injected into my dream a wolverine, whose tracks I had seen and followed for a while earlier in the day. There it was sneaking and creeping, eyes shining, ever closer to me. I tried to calm myself down, it wouldn't attack a human, but I was still afraid that it could – and I had no weapon.
Just as the wolverine was about to pound on me from the top of that fallen tree, I took my knife from its sheath and hit it with all my strength! Then I woke up to notice I had hit my hand to the tree so hard that the compass in the same hand was broken down.
I got up angry and continued to ski. I skied for the whole day without making any fires. I tried to go towards west.
Once again I was ascending a fjeld when I was completely out of energy and sat down on the snow. I fell asleep immediately and since it was cold, I started dreaming.
My dear friend Matti Olli stood there and said:
– Listen, Aimo, come here under the spruce, it's warm in here!
When my gun got stuck in spruce branches, Matti advised me to leave it. It was a typical spruce, some three, four meters tall with couple meters long branches.
After we had rested for a while, Olli was determined we should continue the journey. And so we did.
When I woke up I noticed I was skiing all alone, without the gun, without the backpack. I left those at the spruce. I came to conclusion that I cannot sit down anymore – I lost even my cooking pot! I couldn't boil water, all I could do is ski on further.
I skied for the whole day and night. In the next morning, skiing down a small slope, I came across a small dwelling. I thought I was dreaming again, I was dead tired and half conscious.
IN THE BURNING CABIN
IT TURNED OUT TO BE SOME REMOTE COMPANY OWNED LODGE. The doors were open and I went inside, I found wood in the corner and set fire on the floor, in the middle of the room – I was that disordered. I found a tin can from the shelf and melted some snow in it. I drank the hot water, put the can on my belt and lay down next to the fire.
Gradually, the fire grew larger on the floor and I moved aside along it. Soon the whole cabin was on fire and I was just moving little by little further from the fire. I couldn't get sleep. Finally the cabin collapsed. When it burned down completely, I went to the sauna next door and set a fire in its furnace. I burned couple sets of wood and probably sobered up a little, as I realised to question how I didn't burn myself alive yet.
When the sauna was warmed up, I went to sleep on the benches and when it got cold, I moved next to the furnace and stayed there long until the next day. I think I rested for one full day.
Back to skiing. At first it went effortlessly but when it came dark I went completely crazy again. I guess I saw Pole Star, but I thought it was a light coming from a cottage and kept going towards it. I tried to reach the star whole night.
In the morning, I found a ski track, and since it felt the track was going in the right direction, I followed it. At this stage I noticed my fingers were solid hard – completely frozen! I managed to thaw them out by rubbing them with snow.
I could barely continue, I was half conscious – and the biting cold like always.
Then, I saw barbed wire obstacles and dugouts.
It must have been a German guard post! Oh my dear how good I felt! I only needed to go on for a short distance! There was a wide, plowed road in front, with about 5 centimeters of fresh snow on top of it.
I tried to shout to the Germans but no one responded. I took off my skis. It sure felt nice to walk for a change.
There was a small piece of barbed wire fence as a gate. – Just open the gate! I said out loud, I had learned to speak to myself along the journey.
I had taken about ten, twenty steps when a mine set off right under my left foot. Luckily, I fell down away from the road, which was mined, waist-deep to the snow.
I had came across a mined fortification, abandoned by the Germans.
FOOT WAS A GONER
I BEGAN TO INSPECT MY FOOT that looked extremely nasty: bones were pointing out to different directions and muscles looked like they were grated. I blamed myself for being reckless. But I made a decision to crawl into the nearest dugout since the weather felt feisty cold and I feared to freeze to death.
The dugout was about a hundred meters away. I don't know how long it took to crawl before I was in front of the door. The door opened from the right and I had a ski pole in my left hand. I fiercely pulled the door open with my right hand.
After it had opened about ten centimeters, a huge flash followed – the brightness was beyond description.
The whole world seemed to shatter.
I woke up and found myself about thirty meters away from the dugout, meter deep in the snow. I still had the ski pole in my left hand, in my right hand I had the door handle, attached to one door panel. On the side of me, there was an empty sugar sack.
I can't tell how long I remained unconscious. I began to assess the situation. My eyes hurt, especially the left one, I felt strange rustle in my head, back of my pants was missing and only some strips were left of my left shoe.
I ripped the front side off my undershirt and banded my foot, on top I put my right sock.
My travel was at the end.
The only option was to make waiting as bearable as possible. I made a fire between my knees, a small kind of fire. I carved small splinters off a detached panel and took some snow from the hole I was in. Otherwise the whole surrounding was stained with gravel and dirt. Later, the Germans told there was a 13.4 kilogram charge in the dugout.
I melted some snow in my can and cursed myself – how stupid had I been! Now there was no chance – here laid Aimo, feast to crows! There wasn't even the slightest of hope and so did the Finnish long-range ranger cry – cried so loud that an echo from the fjelds responded. But it helped – it broke some barrier that was built inside me.
Slowly I got my water to boil. It was some good water – I doubt never has water tasted this good.
A Siberian jay flew by to have look and wonder. They say that the Siberian jay is the holy bird of Lapland. Others say it's a guy's friend.
I felt cold sitting on the ground, so I put the rest of the wooden panels under me. I ripped open the sugar sack and used it as a blanket. I fell asleep immediately.
Now I saw probably the best dream so far: I was flown to the Hospital in Loimaa and the nurses familiar to me brought food. I ate and ate!I woke up to my horribly sore eyes. I could sleep only in short intervals and eyes kept on hurting.
It became dark. I woke up many times during the night and every time I got food in the dreams. It felt ever more like torture to wake up and realise that I am still in the same trench.
The night was long.
Finally it became bright, but it didn't help me much, I was so weak that I couldn't keep my eyes open. I lost track of days and nights – I only dreamed of being taken away from this disgusting hole and served food – food –
Part 4:
THE LAST CHANCE
SUDDENLY, THERE WAS A SHOT – and another! I picked up a German landmine I found, I was determined that the Russkies won't take me alive...
– Bring a sledge! someone shouted.
– That's Finnish! I stated. – Who's there – come help me...
– We can't do anything for you, replied the Finnish boys of the patrol, who had just hit the minefield like myself. – Our sergeant stepped into a mine and we will transport him first.
I tried to explain I am about to die and they have to help me first.
– When we reach our group, we will send someone to pick you up straightaway, the boys replied – and went away with their sledge...
Everything crumbled once again – I wonder will they even tell anyone, will they just leave me to die in here, to spare their efforts...
Or did they even exist – maybe it was just a dream...
Now I was certain I was going to die. I laid low in the trench and tried to pray – I blessed myself, just like my mother taught when I was young. I pulled the sack over me and slept, slept...
Days and nights went unknowingly, and I didn't care. I slept and woke to incredible hunger.
At some point I felt slightly better and I could sit up in my hole. In this position, I could see around a little.
A Siberian jay had flown next to me, about a meter away. I reached for the ski pole as careful as I could, lifted centimeter by centimeter, fearing every second the bird would fly away. Then I hit, with the last powers of my miserable being – and there laid the jay, the holy bird of Lapland! A miracle has happened!
I picked the bird with my ski pole, pulled off most of the feathers and started to eat. I couldn't believe I was able eat it raw, but it was tasty – I was even surprised how tasty it was.
Now I felt good – only tired. Once again I was in the borderland of dreams and reality, and even today I can't tell them apart. Probably, I was unconscious for days.
Then – a sound of an airplane!
Take off the sack, quickly! I put my fur hat on top of my ski pole and tried to move it around too.
And the pilot saw me – jolted the aircraft, which I identified as a German reconnaissance plane. It started to circle above me, made a turn and flew towards an airstrip. Afterwards, I heard that the plane was ordered by Lieutenant Norri, who managed to get home after many blurry events, who noticed that Hietala and I were missing.
Seeing the airplane was supposed to spike new hope in me. However, it didn't happen – I was still completely drained out and was too tired to believe in anything. I probably fell asleep as soon as I managed to pull the sack over me, with my last strength.
After quite a while I was awaken once more – by loud noise made by Finnish soldiers!
I shrieked at the top of my lungs.
– Who's there?! Don't move anywhere, we will come pick you up right after the German pioneers have cleared the mines. You are right in the middle of a minefield!
A Finnish patrol had came after all!
About an hour later they came to my hole and asked me to stand up.
I couldn't – so they had to pick up my miserable body and put me to a sledge. – They weren't short of wonder:
– How long have you been in the hole?
– For a week, at least...
– He's out of his mind!
But I had no energy to reply. After a short while, I noticed I was in a horse-pulled sledge, on my way to a hospital. I blacked out and can't remember anything about the rest of the journey.
CONCLUSION
TWO AM IN THE MORNING, I had reached a field hospital in Salla. Afterwards I have marked down following facts based on official reports and my own recollection.
The place, where I was laying in a hole covered by the sack, was about 50 kilometers north of Salla. We departed from Kaita Fjeld at midday of 18th of March, I arrived at the Salla field hospital at 2 am, 1st of April. My journey took pretty much two weeks.
Arriving to the hospital, my heart rate was still measured 200 beat per minute and I weighted 43 kilograms. Over the last week, when I lied wounded in the trench, air temperature at Salla was measured between minus 20 and 30 Celsius degrees.
The distance I skied from the Kaita Fjeld to the abandoned German field post was about 400 kilometers, when my detour north was considered.
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