'My confidence was in tatters, but feederism has rebuilt it. I'm so happy to have found a community where being big is accepted. 'I was told by my bullies I'd never amount to anything, yet here I am, with people paying to watch me eat.'Kenna Blake, obese woman

I wish that these women could grasp what a fetish is. If they really understood the psychology of fetishism, which would force them to take a hard look at reality, they'd be shattered. There are many unconscious and physiological forces that contribute to someone developing a sexual fetish, none of which has to do with reality. How do you know? Any guy who has had experience with internet pornography for long enough knows the situation, and the radical change in perception you can have the moment after you've finished masturbating to something you viewed online.

Back to reality. The point is, just because a man jerks off to you =/= he is normally attracted to the way you are or wants to be with you in the real world. Sure, you might get validated while some thirsty men feed their fetish for five minutes...until they nut. And then you're back to being an obese pig that's radically unhealthy, which those men wouldn't be caught dead with in public. You're a closeted form of guilt, a concealed momentary pleasure driven by runaway dopamine insensitivity.

If you're fine being a 30 second virtual object of sexual novelty, great. You'll be complimented by a hundred men each night that nut and then despise you, and not a one of them would want to get within 100 feet of you on any given day.

Here is one problem with being part of such a hypersexualized culture. There is this running assumption that sexual value is the only kind of value. Then you realize that what you really want is nothing near what is tracked by being an object of sexual lust. A man might lust after a whore, and he'll resent her. He'd leave her in the gutter just for being a reminder of something inside him he can't seem to control. She'll be a side thing forever, a drug he uses and discards, often shamefully.

You're sexual meth. The addict gets to a point that they feel they need it, but what these women want is to be accepted and truly desired in a different way. This shit is just fucking tragic, really.

I wish that these women could grasp what a fetish is. If they really understood the psychology of fetishism, which would force them to take a hard look at reality, they'd be shattered. There are many unconscious and physiological forces that contribute to someone developing a sexual fetish, none of which has to do with reality. How do you know? Any guy who has had experience with internet pornography for long enough knows the situation, and the radical change in perception you can have the moment after you've finished masturbating to something you viewed online. Back to reality. The point is, just because a man jerks off to you =/= he is normally attracted to the way you are or wants to be with you in the real world. Sure, you might get validated while some thirsty men feed their fetish for five minutes...until they nut. And then you're back to being an obese pig that's radically unhealthy, which those men wouldn't be caught dead with in public. You're a closeted form of guilt, a concealed momentary pleasure driven by runaway dopamine insensitivity. If you're fine being a 30 second virtual object of sexual novelty, great. You'll be complimented by a hundred men each night that nut and then despise you, and not a one of them would want to get within 100 feet of you on any given day. Here is one problem with being part of such a hypersexualized culture. There is this running assumption that sexual value is the only kind of value. Then you realize that what you really want is nothing near what is tracked by being an object of sexual lust. A man might lust after a whore, and he'll resent her. He'd leave her in the gutter just for being a reminder of something inside him he can't seem to control. She'll be a side thing forever, a drug he uses and discards, often shamefully. You're sexual meth. The addict gets to a point that they feel they need it, but what these women want is to be accepted and truly desired in a different way. This shit is just fucking tragic, really.

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Correction: “yet here I am, with people paying to watch me [kill myself slowly.]”

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The autist mob should go and tip her over the edge.

I can't imagine it would be that hard.

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