You resent that attractive people have to work less hard to achieve material gain? That's like trying to dry a waterfall with a towel, I'd get over that as soon as possible. What in your estimation the difference between being born as an attractive person, vs being born as someone with a naturally powerful work ethic. Both get endowed with high value traits, neither of them earned those traits. Did you earn not being born as a jewish person? Do you expect Jewish people to have not been born as jewish people? Surely a big ask.