not sure where you headed with this one, seems pretty pathetic... i've always been open about it on voat and i think here. one thing i dont say is how i was going to do it. i lie, i think i told one person she begged me and i trusted her. but yeah i had letter ready packed in a next day fedex envelope to my father to call the police so i didnt fucking fucking rot I've actually helped a lot of people who had suicidal thoughts online before, many on voat (i think even on poal to i forget). I can fucking tell when its serious, the real ones you know that real are very quiet about it. thats fucking dangerous levels because that is where i was at. i nuked parts of my thought to get over it thru intense meditation... you whay....not worth the time 0k @pmyb2 horns up hope ya & family staying healthy