Nah m8, you've got bigger shit going on in ur life than that shit. Stay strong for those around you but break down yourself when you have a chance. Grief festers if you force it into a compartment for too long. I fucking hated my father, yet... his death fucked me up far more than I could process at the time.

Base whatever you do in love for your people first and foremost, don't get trapped in whataboutism and distractions. Fuck jews, fuck niggers, fuck biden. None of those are incorrect impulses. Just don't lean on em like a crutch. The idea has to be to support the weight of those you love, or you'll just self destruct carrying the weight of that which you hate.

Also I'm prob full of shit. Everyone has an answer... some piss pot solution, but the truth is you're gonna feel like shit for a long time and hatred alone isn't enough. What's the point in hating any jew if you don't do it to protect that which you love?

I broke down sobbing about my father like 5 years after his death. I never let myself process it past the anger.

Here's a poem i wrote for the TheosOpiumDen that i thougth would apply here. I wrote it when i thought we may be in the beginning stages of WW3 with the whole COVID thing.

Don't Tell The Demons Satan isn't God:

Don't tell the demons Satans not God,

For they don't believe their beliefs are inherently flawed.

Don't try to help them see the light, The darkness is shelter and a selfish delight.

Don't try to be the hero for those who don't want to be saved. Their foundation is made from our blood that evil has paved.

Don't be depraved from the anger you feel. Though the pain we go through is incredibly real.

Save your energy for the last war. Get ready to fight. Find the angels who've been lost in the blight. Prepare the woman. Armor the men. Shelter the children and bar up the Glen.

Kiss your loved ones goodbye, say you'll see them soon even though you might die.

Because the truth is more important than life. Defending your family is worth the strife. Fight back the darkness, destroy it's soul. Abolish slavery and make our kingdom once again whole.

The moment you start openly targetting and killing jews publically, is the moment when the next "war" begins.

((( They ))) want civil war. The elites don't die in war, only us proles do. What they don't want is for you to become independent of their slave complex.

Something's gotta happen so we can get started on turning the Ozarks into a White ethnostate.

You may get your wish , Russia seems pretty fucked , could get real chaotic real fast.

We're already in the midst of WW3.