- Perhaps all of the efforts of people sharing factual information finally sunk in enough, or perhaps she could no longer deny that what she was seeing in reality was going completely against what she was taught, believed and told to say. - Perhaps she finally started asking questions and actually looking at the factual information instead of blindly trusting 'the science' fed to her. - Perhaps she realized that everyone else was right and that she was being used to further a kike genocidal agenda and that she was just one of many pawns being used by the kikes to push their agenda of murdering millions and even billions. - Perhaps she realized that she was murdering people all along, that **she** was a murderer. - Perhaps she realized that she had to admit that almost everything she was taught her whole life was a lie and that she would have to throw away her 'career' in order to not continue murdering people. - Perhaps she realized that she did not want to lose her standard of living and having the fancy things that she was used to that came from being paid to murder people. - Perhaps she realized that she also could not live the hard life on our side and constantly being banned, silenced, vilified and attacked by pawns like her and struggle to remain employed in any job or even to acquire food. - Perhaps she decided that her last murder would be herself. - Perhaps this is why the contents of her note were not revealed.