50 pounds.
I have more friends now.
More grey hair.
Less goodwill towards mankind.
No more cocaine and hookers
The laugh lines are deeper and there’s contentment in solitude.
I'm 10 years older and it sucks. I'm getting colds more frequently, I have sore muscles with less effort made. My sight is getting worse, I need glasses to drive because I can't read the signs anymore. My mind is slower. Fuck the idiot that said that life begins at 40.
I've become a better man.
i deal with stress better thru massive amounts of booze, idk if that good or bad. FUCK
really tho, im like like 100 times more open to people about myself etc. and what ive gone thru in life. I was always scared to tell people (to some degree i still am). I use to hold a lot of things back thoughts and feeling and shit like that... when dealing with personal things.
i've developed a "fuck it we'll do it LIVE!" mentality https://tube.poal.co/eUFY8Zw0Bag
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