It was a source of comfort years ago but I don't do that any more so that was off the table, I was removing a temptation in my mind. It was good removing that option since it isn't on my mind any more clearing that part of my mind and the thoughts that accompanied it. Hell even though I was not viewing it I was always worried about a drive cash just because it took so many many many hours to download it. I guess I'll have to find a woman if I decide to become a sexual person but a good one not one that sex is a big part of the equation but morality and honesty. That will be a different way for me.