I've had so much trouble watching porn recently. I still get urges, but when I actually start to look at it, I feel sickened by the degeneracy of it all.
I actually saw a story and they had images of hot pornstars without makeup, I was shocked how disgusting they looked. I also realize in the back of my mind they are disease or addicted and in the back of my mind I realize I wouldn't dare stick my dick into one of them without being scared.
I just see a bunch of sad stuff going on.
So true, we never know if they are sex slaves or just doing it for more drugs to kill themselves quicker. I think the choice is the best one I've made in a while.
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