I went through a very similar path as you are currently on during the summer of 17. Started watching Hans' stuff, thinking Hollywood had more trannys, but didn't believe everyone could be a tranny like Hans said. I also started rediscovering my faith in Jesus too. Although this wasn't entirely because of Hans.
Like you said in another comment in this thread, "I’m starved for truth in this world." This is exactly the case. Our brain is craving the rush we got from finding out the truth about 9/11, then the IQ differences, then the jews, ect ect. We got accustomed to gaining what felt like inside knowledge on how the world works, and it gave us a "redpill rush." While a healthy dose of skepticism is warranted for Hans' claims, you need to realize that at some point that same level of rush is no longer attainable. This is why disinformation like flat earth and lizard people works so well on us open minded types.
Looking back on it, I was so foolish. It feels good to write about it, as I've kinda blocked out how crazy I actually was. Of course I told all my friends and family about how trannys were on every magazine cover they've ever seen. It was during this time in my life that I felt so hopeless, that Jesus gave me some positive outlook. I just wanted Jesus to come back and take me away from the plastic-fake-ness of the world. Christianity was my version of a blue pill out of it all. That being said, I don't want to ruin Christianity for you. I've flipped back to the more secular side, but that doesn't mean I'm right. Looking back on it though, Jesus was indeed my blue pill.
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