Yea, it's not even that for me though. I've had most of my friends from highschool go far left or get addicted to drugs or both. More of my friends are dead than alive at this point. I tried to help all of them as much as I could without leaving my own interests behind. People make their choices... I used a fair bit of drugs but never had any desire to spend all my money and life to look like a high retard. They did. They were willing to steal and rob and destroy and use and abuse. The difference between me and a drug addict is I'm not a fucking bitch. These people were bitches long before the psychosis kicked in.