I got out 4 years ago. I feel for you. I was a pure rage monster when I first got here. I tried to explain it to people but they just couldn't seem to grasp what I was saying....or they didn't believe it. They believe it now. I would have killed someone if I had stayed in the city.
You said it. I really am afraid I'm going to get myself killed here. I cant even drink anything stronger than light beer because I dont know what will happen.
The last two years i was there I didn't go out at all except for work and grocery. I couldn't even deal with the white people. All zombies. All cities are wastelands now.
If the whites are all zombies and all the non-whites want to get rid of the whites... then where do non-zombie whites go? I'm not mocking you here or something - seriously asking what you think.
I only lived in the city for 5 months before I broke my lease early and left. The constant sirens, blacks, car-break ins, and the atrocious water and weed smoking everywhere. No privacy. Loud. It was horrific, and I lived in a "nice" part of the city.
Would you mind sharing a little more about your experience? I'm genuinely curious.
There are two of us who went from blue to red as soon as we figured out that these BLM stories are all fake. As soon as you ask who told the lie you learn its jews. Then you are fucked. You cant talk to cucks and you are so stuck in the city (no car and no savings) that you just go crazier and crazier. The more voat you read the more you want to argue with people face to face. Sometimes you do. All your friends go poof. Family poof.
If you try to redpill the wrong person you feel like they are going to have you arrested. If you talk loud on the phone you wonder if your neighbor heard every word.
Once in awhile you meet a based Mexican. You never ever meet a based white.
Everyone knows you're not gay and you dont have tattoos or green hair and they suspect you're a nazi on sight. So they start talking politics to figure you out. If you somehow escape that they go right for hating white people to your face. With everyone studying your reaction. Its great.
Meanwhile if some nigger almost hits you with their car you cant say shit. You cant even say hey what the heck man? Because everyone including your whole family has been trying to incite nigger anger. If you borrow someone's facebook to look at your family their entire page is daily white people hate and nigger love. The whole entire family. All of them. So every nigger feels entitled to kill you. So when you take a walk at 3am every single passing car could be full of blood thirsty niggers. Within a mile of my front step two white people were randomly killed in 2020. There was a guy serial killing white folks on the other side of town. And no one talks about it. Car jackings "go wrong" all the time.
My friend has it worse than me because he is in academia. I have it worse than him because as a white musician I am obsolete here. I may as well be a typewriter salesman.
Multiply all that by covid and riots. People celebrate the election and ask isnt it great and you just want to bash their face in. So you drink. But only light beer. Otherwise I will end up in a viral video
Once in awhile you meet a based Mexican. You never ever meet a based white.
Just had this experience this morning, with some random Puerto Rican.
This is what is epically tragic.
Thank you for sharing.
I haven't grown up in an area or situation that is close to what you have described, but I still feel a lot of anger at what has been going on. Getting a glimpse into what it was like for you (and the other person you mention), even though you put it into words, I can't imagine exactly what that must be like. Hope you can get something figured out to get away from all of it before things really hit the fan.
Fellow musician here...there are almost no based musicians...almost all are pansy candy-ass liberal fuckwad homos.
Beautifully tragic.
Are you a drummer from Fresno, CA?
(post is archived)