I can tell you a pretty bad story. It’s rough ok. Anyways. So I did a lot of meth. When you’re on meth you don’t eat or drink. Up in meth for 3-4 days you’re not eating or drinking. Which can lead to constipation. So this one time I was up on it. Day whatever. And I wanted to shit. My stomach felt weird. So I tried to shit. Oh I left out I had just smoked some weed. So the paranoia came in. Lack of sleep can really fuck your head. + weed. I was not right in the head. So I tried to take a shit. I couldn’t. I was straining so hard. Oh Iv been constipated before, so this wasn’t a thing I hadn’t dealt with. Last time my stomach hurt so bad I stuck a finger up my ass to break up the hard shit and pull it out. This time I was reaching up there and I couldn’t get anything. So I grabbed a knife and used that: lots of blood coming out. Yea. I don’t wanna go into more detail. Ever since that one time I was constipated I would very seriously worry about it on meth binges: which is the only time it would happen. I was crying cause I was scared I was going to die. I’m fine with dying. It happens: just not dying like that. And when you’re up for days tweaking your emotions get very seriously out of wack. Anyway I wasn’t constipated at all/ I was just paranoid. I learned after that, I went to a doctor. He said try milk of magnesia. Works beautiful. The only problem with that is same scenario. Your very very dehydrated. To a dangerous level: what MoM does is suck the water out of your kidneys to your ass to liquify your shit. So if you take it when you’re dehydrated like that. It’s fuckinf scary. You really don’t feel right: physical sensations that are terrifying and impossible to describe. Sometimes a numbness but not like the king you’re thinking, would creep up my body. I really thought I was dying a lot of times. It’s funny as many times as I thought I killed more self and damn near did it took me that long to snap out of my meth habit. You would think I would learn faster, turns out I just really like meth.