I'm so lost.. I feel like I'm on a Rollercoaster and I can't get off. Right when I feel like I'm getting a wrap on (((reality))). I get thrown another loop. Does this get easier? Do you become stronger knowing all this information? Do you learn how to deal with others that think your absolutely wacko? My fellow based individuals please give me some advise. Im new to this... not that it matters im a girl this is heavy to keep in because you know us girls we like to talk about everything.