Well, not so much control freak of everything, just the levers that seem to matter. I have completely dropped all expectations from those around me and see them as sheep unless proven otherwise. So I try to feed statements like dopamine.
Where I have become controlling are in all of my responses and what I allow into my psyche. Most accept the "next video" while I've started creating all my own playlists and critically look to reject everything I come across that I can through validation. I also now look at things in a bayesian perspective. By this, I mean that everything has probabilities.
I can be a bit exhausting, but it gets easier once you don't try and control things you can't ... like other people's salvation.
Well, not so much control freak of everything, just the levers that seem to matter. I have completely dropped all expectations from those around me and see them as sheep unless proven otherwise. So I try to feed statements like dopamine.
Where I have become controlling are in all of my responses and what I allow into my psyche. Most accept the "next video" while I've started creating all my own playlists and critically look to reject everything I come across that I can through validation. I also now look at things in a bayesian perspective. By this, I mean that everything has probabilities.
I can be a bit exhausting, but it gets easier once you don't try and control things you can't ... like other people's salvation.
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