I never saw anything tangible, but optical and auditory illusions, were in ample supply. Mistakes of perception, is all I really experienced in my most shamanic of states (aka: body beat half to death by the stims).
I am not able to find anything mystical in them, I never saw anything tangible, just flirts of the senses in a machine that is clearly malfunctioning.
Been sober for years, never felt like watched while on dope, but now I do.
Man I saw straight up demons some time. I remember the scariest night. I was on day five. I was gonna walk my dog then take sleeping pills and force myself to sleep. It was fall. So dead leaves blowing it the wind. The entire feel was demonic. Every sound was terrifying. Every house I walked by shadow people standing in the windows watching me. Then down the road a hundred yards was the little shadow girl. She started walking towards me. Then she started running towards me. I knew it wasn’t real but I picked up my dog and I ran the rest of the home. When I got home there was a face peaking around corners at me. A white hairy face with red eyes. Staring unmoving. I would walk into a room and turn around and it would be peaking around the corner at me. Iv never been so scared in my life
dude that would straight scare the shit out of me. This sort of stuff never happened to me.
The absolute scariest feel, even as a child, has always just been more of a vibe than a visual entity.
srsly, I would probably have shit myself if any of that happened.
I saw a youtube video where a longhair ghost thingy peeked around a corner at the video guy and he flips out and run into the basement after it and nothin there. Vids like that the only reason I know and even though it was probably faked (quite decently, I'd add), that shit has fucked with me since, but nothing I see, I just think about it and get a chill, and there is a corner in my crib that hits my eye at odd angles and occasionally a shadow gives me the willies over there, but I know its that damn video jumpscare memory fuckin with me.
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