I’d like to experience being schizo for a day or two. The most mentally off Iv ever been is psychosis from meth benders. I imagine that’s kinda what it’s liek. Seeing things that arnt there. Demons and shadow people. Hearing people talking about you. Feeling like everybody’s watching you everywhere you go.
I am not schizo and I have seen shadow people.
thats exactly what a schizo would say
I saw them a lot on meth just from not sleeping for days. They always like hanging out in windows looking at you. Where did your shadow people usually sit
I never saw anything tangible, but optical and auditory illusions, were in ample supply. Mistakes of perception, is all I really experienced in my most shamanic of states (aka: body beat half to death by the stims).
I am not able to find anything mystical in them, I never saw anything tangible, just flirts of the senses in a machine that is clearly malfunctioning.
Been sober for years, never felt like watched while on dope, but now I do.
Imagine you being a methhead woulda never thunkit.
I'm guessing the seeing things part is what you blocked out mentally while suckin dick for meth?
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